So paint the pale white floor with my red life and tell myself this pain is the pain I love
i havent updated in forever. the damn internet wouldnt work so i couldnt update or anything. finally it just decided to work so its all good now. i hate everything right now. people suck. i keep getting sent away every weekend to some people that are supposed to help me and fix everything, its not fucking working. my mom doesnt get anything, i hate it. i cant stand this house and everyone always telling me whats wrong with me and that i need help and im dumb. i hate it, nothing works. im sick of life. vacation sucked. i didnt do anything but sit home on my ass and talk to carly lol she made me some awesome drawings that i hung on my wall cause im a loser haha. i have nothing else to say. im bored
tomorrow is the last time she ever sends me away
Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you
Here is where we both feel wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead and its way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but its all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
Well look who's dying now
Slit wristless sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
tomorrow is the last time she ever sends me away
Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you
Here is where we both feel wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead and its way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but its all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
Well look who's dying now
Slit wristless sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what you say
You never mattered anyway