apparently, that's how long it's been since i last updated this thing. wtf is that anyway? three years or so. jeez. not that very many people read this thing, but i guess it doesn't matter. the last i wrote, i was all full of stars for chase. all confused about jon. all starting over. how life changes. i'm starting over AGAIN. hahah. chase turned ( Read more... )

hello kids. it's been a while. sooooo much has happened these past months...everything's changed. i live alone now. without jon. with someone in my heart. i live in phoenix now. i moved away from everyone, and yet i still try to deal with what's around. all in all, i'm pretty happy. i still deal with the anxiety attacks. almost daily...but i deal ( Read more... )

so i've decided. before. that shit...the way i acted. the things i did. sure, i enjoyed that. i enjoyed that control. but for like...entertainment. not real value. moment's worth of contentment. and now...i'm done with you. completely. i have to be. it doesn't work. it can't. it won't ( Read more... )

so here they are. the new additions to the dexter/ringo family. they're so freakin' cute! then again, they're also only 5 days old. <3


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YAY! my cat had SIX kittens tonite! I'm so freaking excited! they are so cute!! it's so awesome. i feel so happy, like these are my babies tooooo. <3 so if anyone wants to come by and see them, right on. i'll take pics and post them soon. my comp is sort of back in commission. so mail me.

loves,
sunshine

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so yeah, i haven't updated in a while. sorry folks. I GOT A NEW PUPPY! he's adorable. and his name is Toby. sweetest dog EH-VER. he's so cute. i'll post pics soon. anyway. nothing new and/or major. i'm so fucking tired of everyone. except few people. you know who you are. have a good time, kids. i shall post more intriguing thoughts soon ( Read more... )

alright kids. i've neglected them long enough, and chase and i both admit we don't give them the praise they deserve, since they are our favorite band. <3 <3 enjoy.

Shaun made this for me.  This will go on the front of his little picture urn.  The better way to remember my little dog. Thanks, Shaun.


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