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so i've decided. before. that shit...the way i acted. the things i did. sure, i enjoyed that. i enjoyed that control. but for like...entertainment. not real value. moment's worth of contentment. and now...i'm done with you. completely. i have to be. it doesn't work. it can't. it won't...
and YOU. you. fucking enrapture me. you've been there forever. *laugh* and it's funny to think that all the time i built this genuine structure. this friendship that i adore so much has turned into something more. something with a base, with value. it drives me fucking crazy how much i adore you. how much i can't wait to see you. and every single time i talk to you...it gets more and more and more. and i fucking love it. i love this. i love you. not in like..'that' way....yet. distance is solvable. bring it. you're mine. and i'm not putting up a fight in being yours, c***e. i'm waiting for you, love.
and YOU. you. fucking enrapture me. you've been there forever. *laugh* and it's funny to think that all the time i built this genuine structure. this friendship that i adore so much has turned into something more. something with a base, with value. it drives me fucking crazy how much i adore you. how much i can't wait to see you. and every single time i talk to you...it gets more and more and more. and i fucking love it. i love this. i love you. not in like..'that' way....yet. distance is solvable. bring it. you're mine. and i'm not putting up a fight in being yours, c***e. i'm waiting for you, love.