I'm thinking of deleting all of my entries again and beginning from scratch. I have contemplated getting rid of this journal altogether but that would mean losing regular contact with a lot of people, which doesn't appeal to me. So, I may just start again. A fresh breath of air, a new start, to celebrate the changes going on in my life ( Read more... )

Well well well. I feel bad for not keeping the best contact with all of you, my loved ones, bar the occasional drunken hug and wave at the pub ( Read more... )

Is it natural to change your opinions and feelings about someone so quickly? I had such strong feelings regarding JC, was so certain of those feelings too, and they have quickly disappeared without a trace in the space of time that has elapsed since our ‘discussion’ (i.e. the one where our relationship, whatever kind of relationship that happened ( Read more... )

It's so weird... Things are so weird. But good. Truly. Just weird, and confusing, and strange ( Read more... )

So much to say and so little time. I will get around to it eventually. Just know that I'm alive and here and I love you all :)
>sometimes my life feels like a jerry springer episode

Well, so much for Necromancy. I did go out last night, and I was supposed to be going to Enigma around about 9pm but then my sister got a message from one of her guys (she's got a few hanging around at the moment, and she's having trouble deciding which one of them she wants) saying that he would be at the Cranker from 9pm. We decided that we would ( Read more... )

Argh I am feeling so restricted right now. My Mother is constantly on my back, and my Father isn't exactly easy to deal with at the moment either. Mother is always upset because I am never home. You would think that after spending 20 years in close quarters with me, looking after me etc, she would be appreciative of the space but no sirree... It's ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling very happy with myself after last night ( Read more... )

Going out tonight wheeee ( Read more... )

Meh. Just meh ( Read more... )