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[xsickofthepainx]

Im not happy. I may seem happy at school....Im not happy by one bit. I feel so heavy inside and I cant make the feeling go away...I feel so lonely. I feel so pathetic because I if I dont like someone, or if I know that no one likes me...then I feel hideous. I feel disgusting. I feel like Im not good enough for anyone

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[divabelly6]

Amanda darling, I know exactly how you feel! The same thing happens to me. People tell me how pretty I am and how beautiful and I just don't see it a lot of the time. I think the same way as you, if I was so pretty than why does no one like me? Why don't I have a boyfriend? Why haven't I been asked out? You know, when it comes to the boyfriend perspective, I think I may have it worse. I haven't had a boyfriend in OVER a year! I don't get what's wrong with me. I think I must not be pretty and it must be something wrong with my personality. I go to school, I sit through the same classes you do. I don't talk very much to people I don't know love me. I look at all the "popular" kids and I just don't get it. I find most of them extremely annoying yet I'm not "good" enough to be talked to by them. It's pathetic. I hate going to school everyday and seeing them. I can't wait until we have summer then when we go back hopefully we won't be stuck with the same people.

Amanda I know how you feel. I know this probably won't help with me saying this but you are beautiful. I'm jealous of you in many ways. Not only your personality but you're looks too. And I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart, not just to make you feel better. Amanda you have many good traits that a lot of people don't have. Traits I wish I had. You have so much to be proud about and you can't let other people get to you.

I'm with you on all of this. I'm right beside you. I wish I could give you advice but I don't know any because I'm faced with the same problem. All I can say is that I'm always here for you and I understand how you feel. Never feel afraid to come to me.

I love you and keep on truckin'.

[xsickofthepainx]

Kristy,

I love you and you always make me feel SO much better.

You and I will find boys this summer.
Not gay ones that go to our school..

Beautiful ones :)

[onthebrghtsde73]

Ok

Take out the shotguns. We're a going emo boy hunting this summer. No prisoners!

Gotta catch one for Amanda and one for Kristy.
That is my summer goal.

[xsickofthepainx]

I AM SO EXCITED TO GO EMO BOY HUTING :-D

we wont stop until we find one..

NO EFFING PRISONERS.

[divabelly6]

We must find two. It would be great if they were twins! :D

Maybe they could kiss eachother and amuse us...

[xsickofthepainx]

that would be....SO HOT.