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Im not happy. I may seem happy at school....Im not happy by one bit. I feel so heavy inside and I cant make the feeling go away...I feel so lonely. I feel so pathetic because I if I dont like someone, or if I know that no one likes me...then I feel hideous. I feel disgusting. I feel like Im not good enough for anyone...
it is horrible.
My friends always tell me that I am "beautiful" and "pretty" and what-not...but I cant believe them. It makes it SO HARD not to believe them knowing that nobody likes you.
I have no self confidence.
Its horrible.
I always say this whenever someone tells me that Im pretty "well than why doesnt anyone like me?" and then always become speechless after that.
I REALLY want to meet a boy.
I am so pathetic.
& all I ever do is complain...
I need to go away.
for a long time.
it is horrible.
My friends always tell me that I am "beautiful" and "pretty" and what-not...but I cant believe them. It makes it SO HARD not to believe them knowing that nobody likes you.
I have no self confidence.
Its horrible.
I always say this whenever someone tells me that Im pretty "well than why doesnt anyone like me?" and then always become speechless after that.
I REALLY want to meet a boy.
I am so pathetic.
& all I ever do is complain...
I need to go away.
for a long time.