I dont wanna live anymore. Thats it. Im done. It seems like everybody that ever has said they cared for me, loved me, or whatever has left me. I have nothing. My friends hardly ever talk to me at all...I know they have their own lives, but not even a call once in a while just to see how things are going. I cant keep this all up. Its over for me. I ( Read more... )

I got a call today...and it was just as I was dreading, not the badly dreading call, the sad dreading one. She left a message saying she had been busy, but she was happy there and all was well. Yeah...all is well for her...and im happy for her...damn that hurts. More than I can explain. I dont know why this always happens to me. I mean, I can't be ( Read more... )

Valentine's day. I was a little bit happy last year at this time. The were problems, but I had somebody. That has since long past. It just...I can't deal with somebody who just thinks about herself; wants to be in a relationship but doesn't care how the other person feels or anything. But anyways, it seems so odd that just 2 weeks ago or something ( Read more... )

I know...i have been talking about how bad things are going for me in the past couple of posts. Well...nothing has gotten better yet. I doubt it will. But I wanna say sorry, and if things dont get bettr soon, and im just kinda silent for a while. Ill need some friends to help me out. I dont know what might happen. I dont want anything bad to happen ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel so...useless and depressed. I know I have a few friends out there. And I knwo some people (and most of my family) really care about me. I just dont know what all to do now. I think im gonna go cry and go to bed. I have class in the morning and work late tomorrow. Drop me a line. Later,
-Teufel Drache