Ok. Heres how it goes.......... I'm gonna use names, and I'm gonna let everyone know how I feel about them. So don't antagonize me for how I feel
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I <33 u. Your also very fun to talk to, And I admire how your So maturly about the whole "homewrecker" situation with Ang. Yeh and I have realized that I cant stop Miguel from hanging out with whoever he wants to, but someone XXX needs to choke. hahaha. <3333
LOL. Just be happy that you have Miguel..... Hes a good guy and loves you a lot. He's just noble to his friends. Thank you, I'm glad somebody realizes my maturity on the situation! Thanks babe
Ashley: That night I apoligized to you for abandoning you, you were upset. So I comforted you and we decided that from now on, you would tell me why you're upset and not turn away from it. You are constantly upset about something and I don't know how to make you happy. Nothing seems to be good enough for you.
hmm well yeah we did say that we werent gonna keep any secrets and that i would tell you if something was bothering me..but yanno you havent been around much since then so when the fuck am i supposed to tell you if something is wrong?! and the other day at school when i pushed you away from me i didnt do that to be a bitch i did it becuz i was hurt by the things you said to me the other day on the computer. you cant say something to someone and then expect them to be ur friend the next day...esp not say something like what you said. and if you actually took ur time to stop by when we are at sarahs or something you would see that im not "constantly upset" about something...wtf. yea i was before...but i did tell you that all of us
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How am I supposed to "be around" when one of you is always attacking me, always putting me down and making me feel like shit. I just never say anything because I'm a weak person. I know that you were upset because of what I said, but I said that I am sorry..... and theres nothing else I can do if you wont let me make it better. I still luv u and want things to be good between us, but I'm not going to be the one to fix it this time, just like I do everytime with everybody...... Please do me a favor and help me out...
Josh...i told you it was okay and that i was over it. and one of us is not always down ur throat. but it is true that when you or anyone says something to one of us a few others get theirselves involved. and thats only becuz we care about eachother. just like we care about you. evadentally you dont know how many times we've had to put up for you and argue w/ someone becuz of soemthing they have said about you.
"I still luv u and want things to be good between us, but Imnot going to be the one to fix it this time"
well okay, if you want things to be okay between us then why say that. im not the one that caused us to be arguing or not on good terms as of right now...or whatever you want to call it.
But you know what...Im sick of this. Im sick of arguing. IM SICK OF EVERYTHING! So w/e.. whenever you find time to talk to me im always here for you josh and you know that. Im not being a bitch about it either..seriously. Im over it and im sick of arguing w/ you about what was said that day. I love you Josh, please stop being so enclosed
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Belinda: I remember the day I first met you, I didn't know what to think of you. I couldn't quite figure you out, and I never have. You seem to care so much about me, but when I need you to be here for me, you jump on the band wagon and give me shit because everyone else is.
-Josh... I know I am a hard person to figure out... and I know.. I havent been there asmuch as I use to be.. but, sometimes I dont want to be... Im afarid that we'll get close again.. and then you'll turn your back on me.. all b.c of Angie... Im not saying anything bad about your relationship.. Im glad your happy.. thats GREAT... but.. sometimes your happiness doesnt involve any of your friends(old friends at least) that bothers me.. -You seem to care so much about me, but when I need you to be here for me, you jump on the band wagon and give me shit because everyone else is.^^^^When you need me the most you obviously dont come to me.. b.c you havent lately at all... If you need me so bad.. how come I didnt know that!? Josh you know that I love you so much..
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I never turned my back on you BK, and Im sorry if I made it seem that way. Angie had nothing to do with me not hangin out with you all. That was my choice. I just felt like I wanted to be with her all of the time, and I started to realize things. Everytime I hung out with you all, it was like I was the odd man out. I was never included in anything unless I nagged you guys about it. When we used to party, I would be the only one who would pay for (well, u know) after we ran out, and would hardly get any. I was miserable because I couldnt handle all of the drama. Im not the type of person that likes to talk about other people behind their back, and I just cant handle hearing that. (im not on the offensive here, if anything.... Im just stateing how I feel, so please dont get angry.) You all are still my friends, regardless if I am with you 24/7 like before, or if Im with you once in a while. I want to hang out with u all more, but one of u are always mad at me. Its like I cant win. I didnt come to you b/c you antagonized me on the phone
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Everytime I hung out with you all, it was like I was the odd man out. I was never included in anything unless I nagged you guys about it.
everytime your with us and angies not your on the phone with her.. that may be why you feel as if your the odd man out.. and when we "talk" about people.. we're being like EVERYOTHER teenager who dislikes someone.. except everyone we talk about.. knows exactly how we feel.. Im not scared to let someone in on how I feel about them... Be a kid again Josh.. your 16 your not grown and your not married.. thats how your acting... you can do what you want..
I never was mad at you.. I dont know where you got that from.. When i talked to you on the phone that one night I didnt know what to say to you... I was asking you who it was about b.c its kinda weird how you got into with Ash and Sarah and wrote a LJ entry like that yanno!? I mean, cool.. its not about anyone... thats great... but I didnt antagonize you into tell me anything..
I love you always and you know that Joshua James..
I know thats the reason lately I felt like the odd mand out, but what about back in the day? I felt like the odd man out because I waa never included.... Well, still, I don't like talking about people behind their back, whether they know or not. I may only be 16, but I'm one of the more mature 16 year olds that you meet. You have no idea of all the shit I have been through in my life. It made me grow up faster than usual. I know we're not married, but she means a lot to me. Well, I felt like you were antagonizing me. Im sorry I felt that way. I know you care about me, but I figured you would step up can call me to be there for me, cause you knew I felt like all of you were attacking me....... :'(
Megan: Sometimes you may be rather annoying, but you're always there for me when I need you to talk to Angie for me and such. You're one of the few friends I can say are truly there for me a phone call away. Thank you.
yea i know...i freakin love you babe! you are the best...i dont see how im ever annoying to you...i see you as a brother to me...i love talking you...but now that me and angie are no longer friends...i prolly wont get phoen calls from you anymore...i am just a phone call away...dont worry if you EVER need to talk to me...just call me you know the ##....i love you joshua james lamberto!!
The reason I am sometimes annoyed by you is because you're a bit loud, but its all good. thanx babe. Ill make sure to remember that when I need a friend to talk to.
i realize that im loud...but i never thought of it as a bad thing...just if you need to talk...freakin i better be #1 on the list..i freakin love you babe! i was happy to see you today....hehehe!
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hmm well yeah we did say that we werent gonna keep any secrets and that i would tell you if something was bothering me..but yanno you havent been around much since then so when the fuck am i supposed to tell you if something is wrong?! and the other day at school when i pushed you away from me i didnt do that to be a bitch i did it becuz i was hurt by the things you said to me the other day on the computer. you cant say something to someone and then expect them to be ur friend the next day...esp not say something like what you said. and if you actually took ur time to stop by when we are at sarahs or something you would see that im not "constantly upset" about something...wtf. yea i was before...but i did tell you that all of us ( ... )
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"I still luv u and want things to be good between us, but Imnot going to be the one to fix it this time"
well okay, if you want things to be okay between us then why say that. im not the one that caused us to be arguing or not on good terms as of right now...or whatever you want to call it.
But you know what...Im sick of this.
Im sick of arguing. IM SICK OF EVERYTHING!
So w/e.. whenever you find time to talk to me im always here for you josh and you know that. Im not being a bitch about it either..seriously. Im over it and im sick of arguing w/ you about what was said that day. I love you Josh, please stop being so enclosed ( ... )
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-Josh... I know I am a hard person to figure out... and I know.. I havent been there asmuch as I use to be.. but, sometimes I dont want to be... Im afarid that we'll get close again.. and then you'll turn your back on me.. all b.c of Angie... Im not saying anything bad about your relationship.. Im glad your happy.. thats GREAT... but.. sometimes your happiness doesnt involve any of your friends(old friends at least) that bothers me..
-You seem to care so much about me, but when I need you to be here for me, you jump on the band wagon and give me shit because everyone else is.^^^^When you need me the most you obviously dont come to me.. b.c you havent lately at all... If you need me so bad.. how come I didnt know that!? Josh you know that I love you so much.. ( ... )
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everytime your with us and angies not your on the phone with her.. that may be why you feel as if your the odd man out.. and when we "talk" about people.. we're being like EVERYOTHER teenager who dislikes someone.. except everyone we talk about.. knows exactly how we feel.. Im not scared to let someone in on how I feel about them... Be a kid again Josh.. your 16 your not grown and your not married.. thats how your acting... you can do what you want..
I never was mad at you.. I dont know where you got that from.. When i talked to you on the phone that one night I didnt know what to say to you... I was asking you who it was about b.c its kinda weird how you got into with Ash and Sarah and wrote a LJ entry like that yanno!? I mean, cool.. its not about anyone... thats great... but I didnt antagonize you into tell me anything..
I love you always and you know that Joshua James..
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yea i know...i freakin love you babe! you are the best...i dont see how im ever annoying to you...i see you as a brother to me...i love talking you...but now that me and angie are no longer friends...i prolly wont get phoen calls from you anymore...i am just a phone call away...dont worry if you EVER need to talk to me...just call me you know the ##....i love you joshua james lamberto!!
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