Nov 28, 2003 01:23
Ok. Heres how it goes.......... I'm gonna use names, and I'm gonna let everyone know how I feel about them. So don't antagonize me for how I feel.....
Angie: Baby, 4 months and counting. I love you more than anyone can imagine. Everything with you and I is perfect, so I have nothing to complain about.
Brittany: You're awesome and fun to talk to. I know it upsets you that Miguel is friends with Amanda, but he is loyal to his friends, so there is nothing else to do except ignore that fact, and move on.
Belinda: I remember the day I first met you, I didn't know what to think of you. I couldn't quite figure you out, and I never have. You seem to care so much about me, but when I need you to be here for me, you jump on the band wagon and give me shit because everyone else is.
Ashley: That night I apoligized to you for abandoning you, you were upset. So I comforted you and we decided that from now on, you would tell me why you're upset and not turn away from it. You are constantly upset about something and I don't know how to make you happy. Nothing seems to be good enough for you.
Miguel: You're a good friend to me, I like to hang out with you and you make me laugh. ENOUGH FUCKING SAID.
Megan: Sometimes you may be rather annoying, but you're always there for me when I need you to talk to Angie for me and such. You're one of the few friends I can say are truly there for me a phone call away. Thank you.
Krystin: Out of all my friends, you're the only one who never gives me shit, and always has a positive attitude about everything. I have never been upset with you and I love you to death.
Jeff: You have changed a lot since I first met you. You are more mature, and aren't as stupid as you use to be. You're fun to chill with and even fun to talk on the phone to occasionally. You never get in anybodys business and I respect that.
Ryan: Congratulations on all that you have accomplished. You are improving you're bad habits and becoming less a homo if that makes sense. Keep up the good work.
Tara: You're another friend of mine who has never given me shit. We have never had an argument so I know that I will always have you to talk to.
Kyle: I love going to your house and eating all of your food. Its sweet. LOL. I've never felt like I couldn't give you a call and ask you to hang out. Im glad you're always willing to put up with my company.
Alison: Wow. I don't even know what to say about you. You are the perfect friend. You don't mind to take me out. You're nice. You listen. You call me. You always like to talk to me. I honestly feel that you would do anything, just like I would do anything for you. I consider you one, if not my best friend in FL.
Amanda: I don't like you. Probably never will again. I don't want to be friends with you. You're happy without me and I'm happy without you. Lets leave it at that.
SARAH: Ok. I have the most to say to you. From the day you met me (it will be a year in February), I have always been the odd man out. Sitting alone, being quiet and mysterious, and no one ever understood me because I refused to let anybody. After all of this time, I got close to you, Emma, and Abby. Then Emma and Abby moved and it seemed like we grew apart, but we managed to maintain a good friendship between the two of us. Now, ever since you met you're "new friends", I feel like im second, maybe even third hand to them. When you use to get upset about Emma and boys, wasnt I always there for you? and where were they? you didnt even know them back then. I hate all of this bickering and fighting. I want it to end. I try to contact you to make it better, but you aviod me. You're running away from something that you know needs to be fixed. Im not perfect. I make a lot of mistakes, but I fess up to the mistakes I make and try to fix them. I honestly dont think that you think you have done anything wrong. But you really hurt my feelings. That night I tried to call you, and Amanda picked up the phone and said you were sleeping, I started crying because I couldn't sleep because I hate it when people are upset with me. You people can call me a pansy and what not, but I felt alone. It hurts me when you act like our friendship is nothing to you and its not worth fixing, when Im busting my ass trying to fix it and you sit back with you're other friends and laugh at me. Im sorry. I hope you accept my apology because I truly am. I just want everything to be better, hopefully you understand that......