Ok. Heres how it goes.......... I'm gonna use names, and I'm gonna let everyone know how I feel about them. So don't antagonize me for how I feel
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Ashley: That night I apoligized to you for abandoning you, you were upset. So I comforted you and we decided that from now on, you would tell me why you're upset and not turn away from it. You are constantly upset about something and I don't know how to make you happy. Nothing seems to be good enough for you.
hmm well yeah we did say that we werent gonna keep any secrets and that i would tell you if something was bothering me..but yanno you havent been around much since then so when the fuck am i supposed to tell you if something is wrong?! and the other day at school when i pushed you away from me i didnt do that to be a bitch i did it becuz i was hurt by the things you said to me the other day on the computer. you cant say something to someone and then expect them to be ur friend the next day...esp not say something like what you said. and if you actually took ur time to stop by when we are at sarahs or something you would see that im not "constantly upset" about something...wtf. yea i was before...but i did tell you that all of us
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How am I supposed to "be around" when one of you is always attacking me, always putting me down and making me feel like shit. I just never say anything because I'm a weak person. I know that you were upset because of what I said, but I said that I am sorry..... and theres nothing else I can do if you wont let me make it better. I still luv u and want things to be good between us, but I'm not going to be the one to fix it this time, just like I do everytime with everybody...... Please do me a favor and help me out...
Josh...i told you it was okay and that i was over it. and one of us is not always down ur throat. but it is true that when you or anyone says something to one of us a few others get theirselves involved. and thats only becuz we care about eachother. just like we care about you. evadentally you dont know how many times we've had to put up for you and argue w/ someone becuz of soemthing they have said about you.
"I still luv u and want things to be good between us, but Imnot going to be the one to fix it this time"
well okay, if you want things to be okay between us then why say that. im not the one that caused us to be arguing or not on good terms as of right now...or whatever you want to call it.
But you know what...Im sick of this. Im sick of arguing. IM SICK OF EVERYTHING! So w/e.. whenever you find time to talk to me im always here for you josh and you know that. Im not being a bitch about it either..seriously. Im over it and im sick of arguing w/ you about what was said that day. I love you Josh, please stop being so enclosed
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yeah i thought we were like yesterday or something but i guess not after this journal entry. i dont know what happened...im over it and i love you xoxo
hmm well yeah we did say that we werent gonna keep any secrets and that i would tell you if something was bothering me..but yanno you havent been around much since then so when the fuck am i supposed to tell you if something is wrong?! and the other day at school when i pushed you away from me i didnt do that to be a bitch i did it becuz i was hurt by the things you said to me the other day on the computer. you cant say something to someone and then expect them to be ur friend the next day...esp not say something like what you said. and if you actually took ur time to stop by when we are at sarahs or something you would see that im not "constantly upset" about something...wtf. yea i was before...but i did tell you that all of us ( ... )
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"I still luv u and want things to be good between us, but Imnot going to be the one to fix it this time"
well okay, if you want things to be okay between us then why say that. im not the one that caused us to be arguing or not on good terms as of right now...or whatever you want to call it.
But you know what...Im sick of this.
Im sick of arguing. IM SICK OF EVERYTHING!
So w/e.. whenever you find time to talk to me im always here for you josh and you know that. Im not being a bitch about it either..seriously. Im over it and im sick of arguing w/ you about what was said that day. I love you Josh, please stop being so enclosed ( ... )
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i dont know what happened...im over it and i love you xoxo
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