long ass rant about life and things that SUCK
ARGARGARGARGARGARGARG!@@@!@!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
this shit does not happen to me, hence why its really hard to swallow.
this is why we keep our expectations low, right girls?
fuck.
why did he have to be so nice about it to?
argargargargargargargargarg!
i need to be wasted.
you know what blog nation peeps? im cute.
im like, girl next door- nice girl cute- got damn it.
im not playboy centerfold hot or in love with myself or anything, and believe me im not dillusional about my flaws and shit, but id rather have something to work on that sit around all day admiring my perfection. people would hate me! im already annoying enough.
i just want to know, like what the fuck man. why is this the only guy with a conscious? (omg i hate that word, did i even spell it right? the more i say it the less of a word it becomes)
seriously tho, peeps, hes got this other girl hes seeing (30, married, FIVE F-ING CHILDREN,homely) and ive got someone im seeing, so its not like i want to get married to the guy, but i like him- hes nice. we get along. im not asking for alot of time, i just want to hang out, and he is deathly afraid of getting too involved and hurting one of us in the long run. well you know what, i dont care. im prepared and aware of the consequences. i understand. so its cool, lets go.
but im sure something would go wrong in the near future, and i would have to eat those words. and really hes probably saving myself alot of hurt, but STILLLLLLLLLLL not fair.
why is life so unfair and i never get what i want? seriously GOD. i may not thank you as much as all those crazy catholics, but you and I are still good right? like, i have this awesome blessing of a child, but really....thats about it. i feel like i am hitting a batch of bad karma, and i cant think of anything that i did wrong.
im the nicest person i know! i give! im a giver, damn it. look in the big book of good stuff up there and i promise i have a couple of entries. like, recent ones.
argargargarg!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
this shit does not happen to me, hence why its really hard to swallow.
this is why we keep our expectations low, right girls?
fuck.
why did he have to be so nice about it to?
argargargargargargargargarg!
i need to be wasted.
you know what blog nation peeps? im cute.
im like, girl next door- nice girl cute- got damn it.
im not playboy centerfold hot or in love with myself or anything, and believe me im not dillusional about my flaws and shit, but id rather have something to work on that sit around all day admiring my perfection. people would hate me! im already annoying enough.
i just want to know, like what the fuck man. why is this the only guy with a conscious? (omg i hate that word, did i even spell it right? the more i say it the less of a word it becomes)
seriously tho, peeps, hes got this other girl hes seeing (30, married, FIVE F-ING CHILDREN,homely) and ive got someone im seeing, so its not like i want to get married to the guy, but i like him- hes nice. we get along. im not asking for alot of time, i just want to hang out, and he is deathly afraid of getting too involved and hurting one of us in the long run. well you know what, i dont care. im prepared and aware of the consequences. i understand. so its cool, lets go.
but im sure something would go wrong in the near future, and i would have to eat those words. and really hes probably saving myself alot of hurt, but STILLLLLLLLLLL not fair.
why is life so unfair and i never get what i want? seriously GOD. i may not thank you as much as all those crazy catholics, but you and I are still good right? like, i have this awesome blessing of a child, but really....thats about it. i feel like i am hitting a batch of bad karma, and i cant think of anything that i did wrong.
im the nicest person i know! i give! im a giver, damn it. look in the big book of good stuff up there and i promise i have a couple of entries. like, recent ones.
argargargarg!!!!!