Nov 19, 2006 01:45
tonight, today, whatever. Another person of family was taken from me by the virus known as cancer. the form of cancer was leukemia. After a long day at work which was actually something I had looked forward to, I came to my parents house to find my girlfriend and my parents all looking a bit distraught. And with a fearful inquiry, I recieved dreaded news.
I sent her a letter 2 weeks ago. She was so excited by it that she read it to my father over the phone. I felt so good about that. It made me so incredibly happy.
that will be the last memory of her I have. Making her last few days brighter. In a way, it's a wonderful thing. She no longer suffers and she left this world (and I apologize for being selfish) thinking well of me.
But in truth, I cried for the first time in a while. And I now fear seeing my father cry. It will be the 2nd time in my life that I have seen it. The last time I broke down like a baby. I can only wonder how I will react this time around.
For those of you who don't know, it is only 5 days away that the (4 or 5 year) mark of the death of my Uncle Joeseph Riemer falls on my least favorite holiday, thanksgiving. I truly hate november.
I have disabled comments for the simple reason that they are unnecessary. If you care, thank you, if you do not, then you don't.
everyone should wish Ryan and Gabby Seeber congradulations tomorrow for they are getting married.