the subject of a wedding
well with Seeber getting married in about 80 something hours, I feel almost anxious. I hope I don't have an anxiety attack standing on the altar. I'll drink an assload of water before hand and a power bar or 2 to make sure I keep my energy up. And then I'll stand there in my tux for 30 mins while one of my oldest friends marries the woman he loves.
man it's fucking weird. he's so young. I thought I'd avoid this thing for like 3 more years at least. I was totally wrong I suppose. Friends getting married is weird. VERY weird. And i know THAT sounds weird but it's how I feel. A person younger than myself is getting married.
God, we really have grown up. It's over isn't it? No more long nights of idiocy and fun. "sorry guys I have to go home to the wife". That's what he will say next time we're all out. And the others will say, I have to teach in the morning, sorry.
and me. in a year I won't be around because I'll be at school. A freshman with 19 year olds while I'm 22. wonderful. Oh well. I've had a ball all this time. so fuck it. I know what I want to do. And I know who I want to be with. That's worth a lot in this world. It truly is.
man it's fucking weird. he's so young. I thought I'd avoid this thing for like 3 more years at least. I was totally wrong I suppose. Friends getting married is weird. VERY weird. And i know THAT sounds weird but it's how I feel. A person younger than myself is getting married.
God, we really have grown up. It's over isn't it? No more long nights of idiocy and fun. "sorry guys I have to go home to the wife". That's what he will say next time we're all out. And the others will say, I have to teach in the morning, sorry.
and me. in a year I won't be around because I'll be at school. A freshman with 19 year olds while I'm 22. wonderful. Oh well. I've had a ball all this time. so fuck it. I know what I want to do. And I know who I want to be with. That's worth a lot in this world. It truly is.