Yep HeRes SomE More...

[xplosivekuren]

ok i Had to stop to go edit my story...I rewrote it and here I am again. I was about to get into the whole best friend deal when i got interrupted. Best Friend...What is a Best friend??..U ask people that question and they r like..'hhmm" (jackie!!!) or " a person who does ..blah blah blah"....Well a best friend is something we have created. Dont take me wrong, some ppl are lucky to be able to have these...to keep them..to say.."weve been truly friends for like 10 years"...a friend, meaning never talked shit about one another even if they were so angry or upset at eachother...A friend meaning that it didnt matter how hungry they were they r willing to split that slice of pizza with u...A friend meaning that even if they really wanted to go to some party because this guy was gonna be there if u wanted her to be home with u...they would. A friend meaning that when somethings wrong with any family member they care like if it was with u....A friend meaning that they dont care if u forget to call back when u say u will because they realize that u must have a lot of stuff to do or just ur lazy ass fell asleep or oops humanely FORGOT!...A friend meaning that when u get a bf they get jealous because its obvious..but they r there and willing to share u...A friend meaning that when u r in a bad mood..they take ur bitching..in a stupid mood they take ur dumbass jokes...in a depressed mood they listen to u crying...DAMN BRO....WHERE DO U FIND THIS FRIEND??..lol...Honestly..i cant find all these in just one person...Its one thing in a diff. person..thats maybe why i cant take that whole best friend thing. Ive tried it...In high school it all started with Mayling which was my first best friend..(143) and it was awesome..But the loss was way too much for me..even if i didnt show it back then..It hurt....Then Belkys..A completely diff friendship that i had with mayling..but was great too..always laughing..3000000 inside jokes..what happened??..too much things got in between...Recently..Jova...i must admit that i have never found someone i could connect so much with...some1 i can talk about even the dumbest things to the deepest things...yet, she finds too much of a responsibility in the title...and i just things she gives toooooo much importance to things that dont need it.,.YOU R AN AWESOME PERSON...as long as u keep that in mind.,everything else is SHIT!!....W/e point is, that best friend or not...that dumb title does not take away the fact that these people r super essential to me...and that just for the memories we made...or for the times we had..They will always be important. For now..those who i consider friends..and they know who they r...Thanks for being there..I love u and appreciate every lil thing u do or say...

* Lets all keep in mind that we ALL make mistakes...Im sorrys dont erase things but they show we care *

* to my baby..if he reads this..I love u so much..*