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Well im here in my "oh so very exciting newspaper class'"..wow this class is so hard...Too much work..Thats why Im here...Im lucky to be sitting next to jaqueline perez..one of my buddies who helps me survive thru this journalism class!...Yea so heres entry #2...
Ive read thru all of my friends entries..commented on one or two..thought about what each and every one of them has to say. I agree with some..disagree with others and with some i just have no opinion...Its been a while since ive sat down and thought about all the things that make life LIFE...Cindys entry really got me thinking. Do I have my priorities all wrong like she claims she does?...I guess sometimes i do take things for granted..Like i have the best family ever...But sometimes they just irritate me!..Sometimes the fact that I cant get home and be by myself makes me sick...Yet, when i am alone..i want some1 there..a cousin..or my grandma bitching at me! Then..school...How would i go thru 1st period w/o Juan..angelica..erik..alex..or goin thru granados class sin mi flaca mayling...yea right ill die!!!..lol..how about 4th without jackie, barbie and zuleyka..nah they r like my verbal journal..lol...i update them on everything!...and 5th or basically my overall school day without jova...not good!!!...Funny how u dont realize how time is flyin...today mayling and me thought back on our first day of highschool with julmar and alex..wow..to think we only have a year left. So much has happened. So many memories..arguments..cheeze..tears..laughs..inside jokes..so many people we meet and lose...Id love to thank every1 ive met in my 3 years in high school.Thank any1 who has ever made me smile. Any1 who has ever seen/heard me cry (which arent a lot cz i dont likle crying!)...or just any1 who has sat there and talked shit with me. I specifically wanna thank those who have been able to put things behind and tried to just keep things at a no-beef level. However, things are not just forgotten from one day to another...u never really forget how a person makes u feel at a moment...it feels good for all of us to sit on the lunch table w/o beef..or go out to places w/o commotion...yet, this does NOT mean that u r now best of friends and that all the tears shed and shit talked is erased. It just means maturity has sprung and we r able to c these ppl as "human beings who make mistakes". You cant just abuse of all this and yea be like nothing..if u make a mistake..learn to apologize..and be willing to take rejection.Lucky if u arent rejected and if u r given a second chance as a friend or anything...but remember that everything takes time. Great example: cindy and me...I love putting that example because thats something that makes me proud. The fact that me and her talk and that i love her like crazy shows that we have never stopped being friends. Hopefully what she feels about our friendship is real and that she isnt just trying to be my friend...?!?...because honestly i do care!...As for everything else...Friends like Barby have always been there...good and bad...Mayling..Javier..Kristy..people i dont usually show appreciation too...but yea u guys r great and very important to me!!! Now ..the whole best friend thing..thats a diff. subject...
To be continued...
Ive read thru all of my friends entries..commented on one or two..thought about what each and every one of them has to say. I agree with some..disagree with others and with some i just have no opinion...Its been a while since ive sat down and thought about all the things that make life LIFE...Cindys entry really got me thinking. Do I have my priorities all wrong like she claims she does?...I guess sometimes i do take things for granted..Like i have the best family ever...But sometimes they just irritate me!..Sometimes the fact that I cant get home and be by myself makes me sick...Yet, when i am alone..i want some1 there..a cousin..or my grandma bitching at me! Then..school...How would i go thru 1st period w/o Juan..angelica..erik..alex..or goin thru granados class sin mi flaca mayling...yea right ill die!!!..lol..how about 4th without jackie, barbie and zuleyka..nah they r like my verbal journal..lol...i update them on everything!...and 5th or basically my overall school day without jova...not good!!!...Funny how u dont realize how time is flyin...today mayling and me thought back on our first day of highschool with julmar and alex..wow..to think we only have a year left. So much has happened. So many memories..arguments..cheeze..tears..laughs..inside jokes..so many people we meet and lose...Id love to thank every1 ive met in my 3 years in high school.Thank any1 who has ever made me smile. Any1 who has ever seen/heard me cry (which arent a lot cz i dont likle crying!)...or just any1 who has sat there and talked shit with me. I specifically wanna thank those who have been able to put things behind and tried to just keep things at a no-beef level. However, things are not just forgotten from one day to another...u never really forget how a person makes u feel at a moment...it feels good for all of us to sit on the lunch table w/o beef..or go out to places w/o commotion...yet, this does NOT mean that u r now best of friends and that all the tears shed and shit talked is erased. It just means maturity has sprung and we r able to c these ppl as "human beings who make mistakes". You cant just abuse of all this and yea be like nothing..if u make a mistake..learn to apologize..and be willing to take rejection.Lucky if u arent rejected and if u r given a second chance as a friend or anything...but remember that everything takes time. Great example: cindy and me...I love putting that example because thats something that makes me proud. The fact that me and her talk and that i love her like crazy shows that we have never stopped being friends. Hopefully what she feels about our friendship is real and that she isnt just trying to be my friend...?!?...because honestly i do care!...As for everything else...Friends like Barby have always been there...good and bad...Mayling..Javier..Kristy..people i dont usually show appreciation too...but yea u guys r great and very important to me!!! Now ..the whole best friend thing..thats a diff. subject...
To be continued...