Boring.
Well, this weekend was a bit boring. The past few weekends have been. Well, I guess it's just because I'm not at his house every weekend, like I used to be. I forgot how much I hated parties.=]. Friday night, I sat at Greg's house with Mercedes. We smoked a blunt, got stoned, it was great =]. We came home and made cookies and TRIED to watch ELF, we both passed out within the first 15min. I heard it was a funny movie. Then Saturday I had work =\...It wasn't too bad...Kind of slow, but I did everything I could to keep myself busy. I hate when I just sit there, the day goes by so slow. As soon as I got out of there, I went to the girls Varsity soccer game, he asked Stef to play with them, I was so happy for her, I thought she played very good =]. After that we all went up to Dani's house to get ready for Hali's party. We got up there and there wasn't a whole lot of people I wanted to see..=[....I wanted to leave as soon as I got there. I hate parties. It's like going to school without the teachers. I like getting away from those people on the weekends, I have to deal with them five days a week at school. =]...So most of the night I sat on the back of Andre's truck with JB and Mercedes and smoked. Maybe I'm the loser? HA, Who cares. We got to Dani's around....2:00? Stayed there for a little, and then ended the night at Johns where I passed out, in the wall..hah. And today I just cleaned. So, it was a pretty shitty weekend, and next weekend doesn't look any better. He is turning 21 Sunday, I can't believe it. And I can't even say Happy Birthday, or go see him, or celebrate with OUR friends because shes going to be down here. I hate her. Oh well. I need to stop thinking.
I need help. I need a cigarette. I'm going to go now, I'll be back tomorrow, I'm going running =[..I'm a little scared....my lungs arn't going to be happy....I hope I don't die. HAh.
PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS
Mags