Nov 16, 2004 22:44
Well the note worked =], I'm excused for the past two days. I was kind of stressed out all day, I wasn't sure if they were going to call my parents to confirm the note or not, and they didn't =]. We went out to dinner tonight for my moms birthday. We went to Michaels, it was really good, but a bit expensive.I'm so full =\...Nay is back. I'm so happy. I really did miss her. Oh and, whats her fucking face...updated, and there are pictures on her profile. I hate it. I can't stop looking at them. I think she did it on purpose. And the nickname she has for him is priceless =]. Whatever...the more I see it, the more it just makes me not want it back. I mean I was thinking today, I guess I'm not really...depressed, it's more that I'm getting used to my life with out him in it. I mean he was a pretty big part there for a while. I did a lot with him, I looked foward to weekends because it was when we got to be together, and Wednesdays....they were always fun too. And now, there is nothing to look forward to. I mean of course I have my friends, and thats of course much better than any guy, but at night, when all of them are too drunk and passed out, or to stonned and asleep, I just want him there to hold, or to kiss. I miss his kiss. =[....And I because I was getting so used to it, and to him, it just hard for me to be with out it right now...thats all.
Well tomorrow is Wednesday, I have Big Sister/Big Brother training afterschool, then I have to go see my girls Dani and Stef kick some ass =] at their JV game. And then we have clashes of the classes...06' =]....hehe. I have no school spirit, but this is always fun. I really hope we win, we win everything else. =].I probablly won't be in to write tomorrow....But I gotta go now, copy some homework, do some homework...etc.
-Maggie
PEACE LOVE and HAPPINESS....