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[xoxmaggiexox]

Well, its been a pretty lame,long weekend. I guess that has something to do with me not having a car. I got into an accident this past week...=[...I crashed into a back of a truck, I was to busy looking at my Dr.Pepper...hah. Oh well, everything happens for a reason, someday I'll know what those reasons are. I think I'll become a better driver? hah, who knows...I got my love for cars from my father, I don't know where I got the love for speed though. It wasn't a bad crash, nothing is happening really. Everyone is okay, we are getting a new car =]...which is cool, we needed one, I guess I was just helping the process go faster? Hah. I worked yesterday, then went to Nay's house. We smoked with Leda for the first time Friday night, and again last night. It's so nice to have an accepting parent who has such an open mind, on everything. I enjoyed getting high with her, I enjoy her stories, they make me laugh. But last night Elle and her friends came to Nays. It was nice to meet two girls that love weed as much as Nay and I do. Today I went to church with my mom, then went to the tanning bed. I'm trying my hardest to stay away from my room, because it really needs to be cleaned, and I just don't feel like doing it. I'm such a bum. I think Bryce, Nay and I are going to try and watch Napolian Dynamite? I'm a horrible speller, but it's what we've been wanting to do for some time now. Get really stonned and watch the movie, maybe get drunk, we haven't done anything exciting for some time now. Eddie still isn't talking to me, which kind of sucks. I feel horrible...I don't know what I've done, or if what I've done is what I actually wanted. I miss him, but I think I miss talking to him the most, he always knew what to say. But I guess I've done what I've done, and there is no taking it back. It seems as though everyone is kind of content and happy with someone but me, and I don't know why. Nay and Nick are in love. Mercedes and Spence, are in LUV. Nick T. is calling Danielle again, and Stefanie and John are happy....and then theres me, who is still stuck on something I needed to let go of so long ago...but what can I do? I've tried everything and anything possible. I'm far from being misrable, but when it comes down to it, and the lights are off and the covers lay on top of me, I wonder what hes doing, what hes thinking, and why he did what he did, and if hes thinking about me. I guess I'm just being stupid. Oh well. I got my palm read, well...kind-of, I didn't have a full session, but...what she did tell me was....that I have a soul mate, and that I'm going to marry him. But before, I'm going to fall in love a lot, and I fall in love easy. I also have a very long wealth line, which is something I look forward to. As much as I never want to grow up, I can't wait to fall in love and get married. I'm extremly excited. Well..I'm gonna go now. I have nothing else to say, I hope today is a good day. I need one.
peace.love.HAPPY FACE.
Mags
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