Tonight
So talk about irony...i was sitting at home early in the evening...feeling like i didnt have that many friends anymore..like no one really cared about me anymore. I mean i know serena and mel and dill but other than that, i just felt really alone... so i put this away message up:
"i just realized i dont have many friends...semi depressing"
Then i hop in the shower...and i get out...and suddenly like 4 or 5 people call me... I dont know made me happy.
Its wierd i know serena mel and dill liked seeing me...but i dont really feel like jon cares anymore and i dont feel like howie cared at all, ever. I had fun...at first it felt wierd..like i feel like im missing out alot because of work..i dont know just makes me sad...but i know it will get better..
I think i am starting to get more and more lonely...like i miss not having someone to care for me...its wierd...i used to not really care..but it sucks seeing all these girls having guys swooning over them..and me having nothing...i dont know its stupid...ok its late and i have work...... nights
"i just realized i dont have many friends...semi depressing"
Then i hop in the shower...and i get out...and suddenly like 4 or 5 people call me... I dont know made me happy.
Its wierd i know serena mel and dill liked seeing me...but i dont really feel like jon cares anymore and i dont feel like howie cared at all, ever. I had fun...at first it felt wierd..like i feel like im missing out alot because of work..i dont know just makes me sad...but i know it will get better..
I think i am starting to get more and more lonely...like i miss not having someone to care for me...its wierd...i used to not really care..but it sucks seeing all these girls having guys swooning over them..and me having nothing...i dont know its stupid...ok its late and i have work...... nights