I find it obnoxious how people are so fucking full of themselves. I find it hilarious how they actually believe they are worth something; how they think someone actually cares. I guess it's true that we thrive in our insignificance. It now amuses me how little I've grown to care about those around me. Fuck people. At this point the only person that ( Read more... )

Oh god, this last week has been hell. So Stuart and I finally came out about what's been going on and it's caused chaos all around us. It's more than frustrating to say the truth. While I understand some reactions, others are ridiculous, and I'm not going to hide behind pretty words that weren't written by myself when it comes to this. I'm upset, I ( Read more... )

Ok, so lately I've been bitching about wanting my old life back. I take it back. I don't want it back. I had forgotten how many bad things came along with my old life; one of them being stalkers. Oh my god. These past two days have been hell to tell you the truth. Actually, chaotic is a more fitting word. If it weren't for my roommates I think I ( Read more... )

I fucking hate people. Yes, you read it correctly. I had thought I was beginning to befriend someone I had always wanted to speak to in High school. I don't know it made me feel better that I was finally having the guts to talk to someone that I was always terrified of speaking to even though I wanted to just because I have an affinty for avoiding ( Read more... )

I HAS A DRESSER!
It's sad that I'm this excited about it but I can't believe it. I haven't had a dresser since November and no real closet (I have this tiny hallway closet) since March so I had to shove my clothing in boxes or let them litter the floor. Not anymore though! I am so excited. I have spent the past two days just cleaning my room and ( Read more... )

I'm in one of my "moods". I hate when it hits me this bad, though I should have expected. I had been in an unexplainable good mood for this past week and the better the high is the worse the low will come. It's annoying, to be such a slave to my own emotions but still have to pretend to be fine. I mean, I have enough shit going on right now to ( Read more... )

So what has happened in my life in the past, oh I don't know, two years? Let's see ( Read more... )

Anyone miss me any ( Read more... )