(no subject)
This is how I look at life:
I have the best Boyfriend and would never change the way things are for the world. Sure we fight but we get passed that. Sure we have our differences but that makes us who we are and why we love one another. Im excited to see how things play out for us.
I have some of the best friends in the world. But apart of me wishes there was more. I want it to be like freshman year. I had nothing to worry about at all. I loved it. My friends were the best. Now I dont hang out with much of the crowd. I hate old pictures of us all.
My family has issues. Whos doesnt? But these problems scare me. Im dreading thanksgiving coming. I still dont know what to do. My aunts where I dont want to be or Derek's family where my family isnt. Dont get me wrong I would love to go to Dereks family because I know Im welcome but it wouldnt be the same.
I missed out on Halloween this year. Second year Grandpa wasnt here to carve pumpkins, I had to do it myself. My parents were gone at Addy's swim meet. No one went trick-or-treating for candy. I didnt even dress up.
I hate growing up. Im a junior in high school. How did this happen?! I was just a freshman. I remember going into high school, being so excited to finally experience it. I dreamed about it for years. As much as I want school and college to be over with so I can start my life I dont want it to come. Knowing that we have only a year left and then we all split scares me so much. Ive been going to school with some of the same kids since kindergarten. Thats crazy!! How come time flies by so fast?
Im scared I wont find a job that I can make a career in. I want to go into psychology but I dont want to go to school for it. I dont know where Im going in life. I kind of just hope my husband has a great job and I can feel safe to do what I want and not have to worry about money.
I definitely cant wait for skyline. I know Im gonna be leaving Ashley at school and i feel terrible about it but this is something I want to do. I cant wait to get away. I get to bunk with Kayla, Charlotte and Abi:) I cant wait.
This is to long. Ive already missed some of Grey's.
Have fun kids
I have the best Boyfriend and would never change the way things are for the world. Sure we fight but we get passed that. Sure we have our differences but that makes us who we are and why we love one another. Im excited to see how things play out for us.
I have some of the best friends in the world. But apart of me wishes there was more. I want it to be like freshman year. I had nothing to worry about at all. I loved it. My friends were the best. Now I dont hang out with much of the crowd. I hate old pictures of us all.
My family has issues. Whos doesnt? But these problems scare me. Im dreading thanksgiving coming. I still dont know what to do. My aunts where I dont want to be or Derek's family where my family isnt. Dont get me wrong I would love to go to Dereks family because I know Im welcome but it wouldnt be the same.
I missed out on Halloween this year. Second year Grandpa wasnt here to carve pumpkins, I had to do it myself. My parents were gone at Addy's swim meet. No one went trick-or-treating for candy. I didnt even dress up.
I hate growing up. Im a junior in high school. How did this happen?! I was just a freshman. I remember going into high school, being so excited to finally experience it. I dreamed about it for years. As much as I want school and college to be over with so I can start my life I dont want it to come. Knowing that we have only a year left and then we all split scares me so much. Ive been going to school with some of the same kids since kindergarten. Thats crazy!! How come time flies by so fast?
Im scared I wont find a job that I can make a career in. I want to go into psychology but I dont want to go to school for it. I dont know where Im going in life. I kind of just hope my husband has a great job and I can feel safe to do what I want and not have to worry about money.
I definitely cant wait for skyline. I know Im gonna be leaving Ashley at school and i feel terrible about it but this is something I want to do. I cant wait to get away. I get to bunk with Kayla, Charlotte and Abi:) I cant wait.
This is to long. Ive already missed some of Grey's.
Have fun kids