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I thought I made it big when I got on varsity. I change my mind. I wish it was last year and I had all the girls from JV again. I miss Abi as my setter. I miss playing. I miss thinking I was actually important. Im not suppose to be complaining about volleyball.
Work is awesome. I bet no one but Ian can say they love their job more than me. Ive always wanted to be a cashier. I know BIG dreams. But hey I love my job.
School seems like a waste of time but I definitly need something going for me in life.
My puppy is cute. You all should be jealous. No im jk. But shes getting better.
My aunt lied to me about something that was going on with our family and I want to be mad at her and not except things from her but she still my aunt and i know that wouldnt be the adult thing to do in the situation but I want to show her that she hurt me when she lied to me. She pushed my cousin who was one of my best friends out of the family. And that hurt me that she lied to me.
Im afraid of a lot of things. Such as confrontation. I dont know how to express how Im feeling to anyone. I dont. Im so afraid of being told the worst.
Desperate housewives made me cry last night. It talked about cancer and my grandpa died or cancer a couple years ago and it still makes me cry. I remember getting so upset last year when Alvin mentioned it. He was just a big part of my life. To this day I think about him at least once a day.
I have to go eat. Thanks for letting me rant.
Have fun.
Work is awesome. I bet no one but Ian can say they love their job more than me. Ive always wanted to be a cashier. I know BIG dreams. But hey I love my job.
School seems like a waste of time but I definitly need something going for me in life.
My puppy is cute. You all should be jealous. No im jk. But shes getting better.
My aunt lied to me about something that was going on with our family and I want to be mad at her and not except things from her but she still my aunt and i know that wouldnt be the adult thing to do in the situation but I want to show her that she hurt me when she lied to me. She pushed my cousin who was one of my best friends out of the family. And that hurt me that she lied to me.
Im afraid of a lot of things. Such as confrontation. I dont know how to express how Im feeling to anyone. I dont. Im so afraid of being told the worst.
Desperate housewives made me cry last night. It talked about cancer and my grandpa died or cancer a couple years ago and it still makes me cry. I remember getting so upset last year when Alvin mentioned it. He was just a big part of my life. To this day I think about him at least once a day.
I have to go eat. Thanks for letting me rant.
Have fun.