Doctor later today, 'cause I think I'm getting worse, not better. Panic attacks, screwed up sleep, no job, no money, lonely, hopeless and unmotivated, and all for no fucking good reason. Very sick of this.

Life is lamegay.

( Wow, look! An amazing work of literary genius!!! ... Oh wait, sorry, it's just some more of my poetry. )

Thanks to everyone who commented on my entry earlier today, and to those of you who came on MSN and texted me. I really appreciated it. I've deleted that post now, as it was making me uneasy being able to see it on my 'recent entries' page, but thank you all.

Meanwhile in crazy land... Watch me spam your friends pages with amateur poetry I can't be ( Read more... )

Okay. It's 4:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. So what do I do? Log on to the internet and post my second LJ entry for the day. Eh. I need help. But anyway, on with the post!

So. Australian Idol anyone? Yes, well, I know lots of people think Idol is lame, but I have to make a confession. I really enjoy it. Oh yeah, and -

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was thinking about age restrictions and so forth, and something suddenly struck me as odd. You guys have probably all realised this bit of strangeness already but it only just properly occurred to me. What I was wondering was how come at age sixteen you are legally allowed to have sex and do whatever weird, kinky shit you want, but you' ( Read more... )