nothing i write is ever good enough...
i started this entry all happy. but then my computer turned off and now i am so unbelievably sad. weird how shit like that works..huh. i was talking to christina this morning and shes like "how are you??" and im like "soooo good" and shes like "really, gaby". and i just told her whats up. thats one thing that no one here will ever get. not like 44 does. not like any of them do. and it sucks that the only people that know what to say, live all aound the world. that place leaves scars. i am listening to music and i am just so...blah. i talked to jen today. i love her, honestly. shes the only one who didnt go through asr that in my opinion..gets it. jimmys lucky to have her. hmm, what to say..i'm waiting to find the right guy. why in the world is it sooo damn hard.?.?. ima going to go now. i have so much to say, but nothing at all. i love you . . . . . &dagger