it's the room the sun and the sky...
School: I want to kill my ex-girlfriend. She makes my life a living hell. I can't even describe. Fuck. it. I'm sorry if I'm being repetetive with this but if only you knew how fucking pyscho she is.
Acting: Thursday nights are always hell because I've gotta be at my acting studio for 3 1/2 hours (acting non-stop). As much as I love acting, tonight I really don't feel like going but I have to since in less than 3 weeks, we'll be performing our play, so I need to be there for my buddies. Problem is - I don't have any of my lines memorized for tonight. Cie is going to kill me :-\
Love/Poetry: Wrote another poem for KV (this one isn't very good but whatever - it's love from me to her):
My heart weeps for the one I shall never have
and skips a beat when thou and I cross paths
Eyes lock, captured in thou beauty
If only ye knew how much I love thee
Smiles so gently; ease me
Thou magnificent face is all I see
Thou hath my heart 'til the end of time
Our two loves be two stars that always shine.
God. I've never felt this way about someone before in my life. And the worst thing is - I can NEVER be with her and she can never know and it kills me inside. Life is cruel - to love someone so much that you can never have. Why don't you just rip my heart out of my chest so I won't have to feel the pain anymore...
Acting: Thursday nights are always hell because I've gotta be at my acting studio for 3 1/2 hours (acting non-stop). As much as I love acting, tonight I really don't feel like going but I have to since in less than 3 weeks, we'll be performing our play, so I need to be there for my buddies. Problem is - I don't have any of my lines memorized for tonight. Cie is going to kill me :-\
Love/Poetry: Wrote another poem for KV (this one isn't very good but whatever - it's love from me to her):
My heart weeps for the one I shall never have
and skips a beat when thou and I cross paths
Eyes lock, captured in thou beauty
If only ye knew how much I love thee
Smiles so gently; ease me
Thou magnificent face is all I see
Thou hath my heart 'til the end of time
Our two loves be two stars that always shine.
God. I've never felt this way about someone before in my life. And the worst thing is - I can NEVER be with her and she can never know and it kills me inside. Life is cruel - to love someone so much that you can never have. Why don't you just rip my heart out of my chest so I won't have to feel the pain anymore...