The one that you are looking for, you're not gunna find her here...
School: The ex-girlfriend came and sat down next to me during lunch and did some unmentionable things under the table and I kept pushing her hand away and telling her to stop, but she wouldn't, until I blew up at her and then she left. She's unbearable! No matter how many times I sit her down and have the "you can't grope me and act like we're going out anymore since i am over you" talk, she doesn't get it. She's fucking irritating! Apparently there's a tornado alert. AHAHA in this small non-existant town, there is a tornado alert. i laughed so hard because the school made us all leave early....psh...OH LOOK A FUNNEL IN THE SKY!!!
Love: is strange. I realized today something that I've known all along but I didn't want to admit to myself. Ever since my ex and I broke up, I've been "falling" for people I don't know (or I've met online) because exactly that, I don't know them and me and my wishful thinking that they might be different than all the others..it's sort of funny. Anyways it's good that I've finally admitted it to myself - I guess this is my way of coping with the fact that the one person I truly love I can never have.
Wicca: I commented on Chrissy's myspace to see if she's free next Friday to meet up and pratice/study a little bit...I really hope she says yes :]
Music: Damn - can you say s l o w? I never would have guessed that turning your bedroom into a recording studio would take this long - but we're working on it. I haven't written any new songs lately but I wrote another poem today in History...
Poetry: Here's the poem I wrote today in History (it's for and about the one person I love and that person is the one who I can never have)
KV
Thy beautiful brown hair
Curls falling down thou back
With beauty and grace, 'tis rare
To find such a breath-taking sight.
Freckles cover thou young face
and kisses gently placed on thy soft lips
For love; our love truer than anything in this world
Must be heaven sent; from up above.
Thou smiles warm my heart and soul
Thou heart and mine together are whole
We love like no other
My dearest, my heart and love is what you have stole
What do you guys think?
Love: is strange. I realized today something that I've known all along but I didn't want to admit to myself. Ever since my ex and I broke up, I've been "falling" for people I don't know (or I've met online) because exactly that, I don't know them and me and my wishful thinking that they might be different than all the others..it's sort of funny. Anyways it's good that I've finally admitted it to myself - I guess this is my way of coping with the fact that the one person I truly love I can never have.
Wicca: I commented on Chrissy's myspace to see if she's free next Friday to meet up and pratice/study a little bit...I really hope she says yes :]
Music: Damn - can you say s l o w? I never would have guessed that turning your bedroom into a recording studio would take this long - but we're working on it. I haven't written any new songs lately but I wrote another poem today in History...
Poetry: Here's the poem I wrote today in History (it's for and about the one person I love and that person is the one who I can never have)
KV
Thy beautiful brown hair
Curls falling down thou back
With beauty and grace, 'tis rare
To find such a breath-taking sight.
Freckles cover thou young face
and kisses gently placed on thy soft lips
For love; our love truer than anything in this world
Must be heaven sent; from up above.
Thou smiles warm my heart and soul
Thou heart and mine together are whole
We love like no other
My dearest, my heart and love is what you have stole
What do you guys think?