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the only emotion i felt at all today was during lunch. mr. g gave me a hug and told me to have a good summer and take care of myself. i felt tears coming on. i tried to figure out how i made it entirely through last summer without him and mr. fisher. man, i love those men ( Read more... )

i wrote today. it was short and sweet, but at least i got something out of me. it came to me when becky was 15 minutes late picking me up, making me 5 minutes late for psychology, but it turned out alright.

you can't break up with your best friend.

It's 4:43am, I got up about 15 minutes ago. Cory will be here in less than two. I'm verrrry tired.

However, today is the transit of venus across the sun. Regaurdless that I get out of Astronomy the last 3 days of school, I'd still want to go. It sounds like something I'd want to see. So amazingly, I'm kind of energetic and excited.

I don't even know anymore.

The trailer looks quite beautiful. My sister is loaded. She bought me dinner and new sandals that I love immensely.

Problem one. In relationships, you're not supposed to hide things from your "partner." I saw that. Don't think I didn't.

holy moly i have the best family ever. thats pretty much all i have to say ( Read more... )

i must have read it a thousand times before it hit me. and when it hit me... it was like a can of mase being poured into my eyes. except it made me sting all over. i'm going to miss them so much ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to ignore all this shit. Except I need to rant right now ( Read more... )

i love my new background, eventhough i have to figure out how to align my shit to the right so you can read it.

i feel like shit. i don't like making decisions, i can't make decisions. i wish someone would make decisions for me.

i need a lot of guidance.

i am so not ready for this.