All the while I died that night.
I'm going to try to ignore all this shit. Except I need to rant right now.
I don't really care about my uncle. He's on a ventilator or whatever, and he's not healthy. Whatever. I honestly don't know if I'd care if he died. It's horrible, and I don't WANT him to die, just I don't care. He was never a good part of my life, and only brought drama into the family because of his alchoholism.
Cory, when he even says "she's in the process of breaking up with me" buys me the CD that I wanted for no reason. Just randomly buys it for me. I'm not excited about that, and I don't know how to take it. I don't know how to take any of it.
I wish my mom would stop nagging me about helping with Deana's grad party. I want to help her, and I'm going to. I've just got shit piled after shit until tomorrow, which I specifically took off to help my mom. Bleh, I don't know.
and so i grey the heart and the shape
I don't really care about my uncle. He's on a ventilator or whatever, and he's not healthy. Whatever. I honestly don't know if I'd care if he died. It's horrible, and I don't WANT him to die, just I don't care. He was never a good part of my life, and only brought drama into the family because of his alchoholism.
Cory, when he even says "she's in the process of breaking up with me" buys me the CD that I wanted for no reason. Just randomly buys it for me. I'm not excited about that, and I don't know how to take it. I don't know how to take any of it.
I wish my mom would stop nagging me about helping with Deana's grad party. I want to help her, and I'm going to. I've just got shit piled after shit until tomorrow, which I specifically took off to help my mom. Bleh, I don't know.
and so i grey the heart and the shape