i am far more excited than i should be over buying these damn school supplies. i got three plain black spiral-bound notebooks, one Johnny Depp/PoTC2 spiral-bound notebook, four Sharpie Accent highlighters {all of them different colors!!}, and two black gel pens. {i think they're gel pens? maybe they're Bic. i don't remember.} And a ten-pack of ( Read more... )

( but if you want to know, read at your own risk )

( cut for longevity )

i can't concentrate on anything. Anything at all. i just want to lie down. i have, once again, been drained of energy and happiness. i want nothing more than to disappear....

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Poems.

Favorable slavery
Nail polish tears painted on
Burns through skin like acid
The smoke rises to my eyes
And i let out a silent scream.
Nail polish lipstick ( Read more... )

Sorry, my computer has been gay and i'm here on campus, supposedly doing an essay on Oedipus the King. *urgh*

But i digress.... LIFE SUCKS ASS!!!

i went Xmas shopping with Master on Tuesday and bought Him the kickass boots from HT.

Wow. You know what? i just really don't feel like writing right now.

i have decided to filter all Myspace posts in the future. This is because i can be a rather intense/graphic person at times and some people are offended by that. Fine. Don't read ( Read more... )

i feel lonely, left out. All my friends are gone or...well, gone. And i'm stuck here doing an English paper ( Read more... )

Tell me
Tell me that You love me. Tell
me that i am still Your little
girl. Let me know that i am
still Yours, that i belong to
You alone.

Thank You for giving me my own
choice. Thank You for knowing me
inside and out. Thank You for
helping me.

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So i had a dominatrix moment. Okay, it was a little longer than a moment. ( Read more... )

i really should be. But i can't sleep. i feel like there's too d@mn much to do to be sleeping. i have math homework, i have to polish off this presentation {aaaahhhhhhh it's due today!!}, i have to find time to do my roots, and i feel like there's something important i'm supposed to be doing but i can't think of what ( Read more... )

Okay, so today didn't go the way i thought it would. Fortunately, my day has not ended in tears {although my day is not over and if i continue to think about certain things, that's what's going to happen}. i did cry earlier, at Master's place. It was while we were talking about D/s and sex. i think there's too much sex in our relationship. i ( Read more... )