Do you ever feel so out of place, or so fake, or so unwanted? I'm not quite sure why but i've been feeling like this for the past week or so...I just feel like I dont belong anywhere and I have no future and really im just this stupid bitch whoes doomed to wander the world for the rest of my life. I hate to admit it, but I feel like such a child... ( Read more... )

I dont know if anyone even bothers with this anymore, but I figure this a place where I can say a few things and not have to worry about who reads it. I dont care anymore. Not in a bad way, but in a very neutral way. I make too much of people and it always comes to bite me in the ass. I seem to over look the fact that people are mearly human and I ( Read more... )

.....i dont really.... ;)

+Lovie

I haven't updated in a while, so i figured what the hell. Life has been interesting to say the least. I got really sick on friday and was nearly rushed to the hospital...luckily whatever i had just kind of wore off after i ate chineese....god bless chineese food. I've been talking to alot of my ex's lately....its very interesting...kind of scary. ( Read more... )

"Your not the kind of girl you take home to you mother. Your the kind of girl you sneak through the window." - MATT

I thought this was incredibly funny and somewhat true...

+Lovisa

I dont understand people sometimes.....

Re-cap of the past month or so ( Read more... )

So guys....i was kind of molested on the city bus today. I dont know what to make of it. I didn't tell anyone authorative because a.) I fucking hate the cops and b.) i wouldnt have been able to describe the guy. I missed my stop, so I had to go all the way out to the UCF campus for a 20 minute stop. The bus driver left to go get food or take a shit ( Read more... )