i freakin hate being so freakin emo!!
goodness..... i freakin hate being soo freakin emo!! and it doesn't help that i am freakin bi-polar.... i freakin hate this soo much...
below is only referring to one person, or so.... so if you dont want to read about my problems (me complaining) then dont read what is below....
all i freakin wanted was for us to be together, for us to have sumthin that we could call our own, somethin that no onw could take away, somethin that no one could break... but you didn't want that ... i am not really sure what you wanted... i just wished that i could tell you that i love you and i will always love you no matter what i do or say... but i wish that i could just tell you that i love you and that i just want to be with you...goodness i just want to see you right now... i just want to talk to you... but you wont even pick up your phone when i call you and when i do call you some girl that says is your girlfriend says that you can't talk to me, or when i call you you just don't even pick up your phone... i am really disappointed in you... i thought you loved me... you told me that you will always love me... but was all that just a lie or what... where you just messing with me?? what is your freakin problem?? why dont you even want to talk to me... i no i was really mean to you before and sometimes i am still mean ..... but what happend... why out of no where did you stop talkin to me?? goodness.... i am sooo mad right now!!! ahhh
fuck emo!!!!
fuck being bi-polar!!!!
fuck being in love!!
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