<<< wow i haven't updated for a while>>>
hello. well a lot has happend lately... well let me get started... last week i started to like this guy named + + + + ... and he liked me but then all this drama happend and i no he didn't like me anymore... so i told him that i didn't want to like him anymore... so yes he was really nice and everything but i dont no.... i no for a fact he doesn't like me anymore... but now i like this other guy named _ _ _ _ ... i liked him last year and he liked me but nothin ever happend... so yes ... now i like him again and hopefully sumthin will happen... so yes the other + + + + , i still talk to i want to tell him that i still like him but i dont no i am to scraed..... so yes other then all the stupid boy problems everything has been goin good... it is jessica's birthday today!! jeah and my birthday is in like a week... i am finally turning 17... about time it feels like i have been 16 for the longest time!!!! ahh... thank goodness about 8 months untill i am off to the big apple...... new york (for all you slow people, JK) well i can't wait to leave this hell hole that i call home... i can't wait to go to college ( it has been said that college is the best years of your life, we shall see )... so yes i can't wait to get away from all the stupid lil boys and there stupid lil games.... time to deal with some real men!! hahaha that sounded funny... soo yes i am goin to leave ( sorry for such a long post)
.... you probaly didn't read the post ... and if you didn't then you probaly dont care about me... therefore i probaly dont care about you... sooo FUCK YOU... but if i love you well then I LOVE YOU... you know who you are....