it is a thin line between love and hate
why do you make me feel like this... why do you make me cry soo freakin much!! no matter what i do i can not please you... if you like to see me cry then you must get a lot of pleasure from me... seeing that i cry soo much over you... one person told me you are not worth my tears.... but i beg to differ.... why do you mean soo much to me... how could you have said " i love you" when you knew you where goin to leave me .... i thought you would still love me even if left to new york... so when you said "i will love you no matter what you do" you were lying to me... is that what you are trying to say?? wtf?? why do you make me feel like this?!?!?!?? i just want to be right by you and tell you how much you mean to me and that i would do anything for you... even if it means not going to new york... you know that i wouldn't leave if you really didn't want me to go ... if you said "monique i dont want you to go" i wouldn't go... you want to know why?? because i love you no matter what... i just want you to kiss me and say i love you... but you told me just right now that everything is going to change and we are going to just be "friends" but why?? you say because you are do not want to be in a relationship with anyone... but i no if you see a pretty girl and you think you have a chance you will try to be with her... but you want to no what?? i will still love you... but sometimes i dont want to because it is too much and i feel like i just put in and dont get anything i return... i just want to leave to new york already... and not look back at all this shit that is happening right now...
why do i love you soo much?? when i know you dont want to love me??