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I'M DRUUUUUUNK!
go me, right?
ya, basically I rock. Ugh, I need to sort my shit out, everything is getting way too confusing. Or I could pay a counselor to listen to all my problems and not solve them for me but ask rhetorical questions to everything I say like 'how does that make you feel?' and 'how do you think would be the best way to solve all of your problems?'.
Ya, fuck that. I don't need a counselor to ask me questions, I can question my own options for free. Ugh, I just need to find where I'm supposed to be. Since I was like 13 I have always felt like I am not where I am supposed to be. Like I am supposed to be somewhere else in life, at this exact moment, and I'm not there.
I need to find out how to get there, and once I'm there I will know, that everything will be ok, and I won't have to worry anymore. Even if everything is fucked up, for that moment, everything is OK, everything is good, and there is no such thing as unhappiness. I felt like that once, but I lost it. So, my goal is to find that feeling again. Soon.
=--Justin--=
.X. Ha, even when I'm drunk I have good spelling and punctuation, IN YOUR FACE!
go me, right?
ya, basically I rock. Ugh, I need to sort my shit out, everything is getting way too confusing. Or I could pay a counselor to listen to all my problems and not solve them for me but ask rhetorical questions to everything I say like 'how does that make you feel?' and 'how do you think would be the best way to solve all of your problems?'.
Ya, fuck that. I don't need a counselor to ask me questions, I can question my own options for free. Ugh, I just need to find where I'm supposed to be. Since I was like 13 I have always felt like I am not where I am supposed to be. Like I am supposed to be somewhere else in life, at this exact moment, and I'm not there.
I need to find out how to get there, and once I'm there I will know, that everything will be ok, and I won't have to worry anymore. Even if everything is fucked up, for that moment, everything is OK, everything is good, and there is no such thing as unhappiness. I felt like that once, but I lost it. So, my goal is to find that feeling again. Soon.
=--Justin--=
.X. Ha, even when I'm drunk I have good spelling and punctuation, IN YOUR FACE!