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Oct 03, 2006 22:41

So ummm ya. I decided not to have friends only anymore. I did it a looooooooong time ago because I didn't want my mom reading my livejournal. heh, I would say that's not really a big deal anymore. I'm not going back and changing all my posts to public, cause I'm way to lazy, but I won't post as private or friends only anymore. If I didn't want people reading what I write here, I wouldn't be putting it on the internet, everyone's entitled to their opinion.

Anyway, so what's going on in Justin world you might ask? A whole lot of nothing. Disappointing I know. I'll narrow it down to the following:

Work: It's fine. Like always, talking to people on the phone 8 hours a day telling them we won't pay for their $50,000 surgeries, or having to spend half an hour explaining why breast implants are considered cosmetic, or why removing non-cancerous skin tags is not medically necessary. But I really do enjoy it, I love being able to work in the medical field, and there aren't many people my age that have a job like mine, I'm at least 5 years younger then every other claims rep I work with which makes me feel special.

Relationships: Ha. No comment. And not because I don't want to share, just because there's nothing to comment on. Nothing really new or exciting has been happening in this area. My confidence has always been an issue no matter how many people tell me it shouldn't be, no matter how many times Bill points out girls flirting with me at the mall that I'm apparently oblivious to. I dunno, maybe after what happened the last 2 times when I had a serious relationship has just sorta built up a resistance to getting that attached again. Plus, I'm not the kinda person to just fool around with a bunch of people either, I dunno it just makes me feel like an disrespectful asshole, which I'm not, I think.

Friendships: Everything seems to be sailing pretty smoothly in this area. That whole Bill and JoJo getting WASTED last weekend and fighting which resulted in JoJo leaving thing sorta put a damper on things, but that's about it. Todd is sorta drifting away a bit too because he's in school again so he's hanging out with his high school friends so I guess he doesn't really have as much time for his 20 year-old friend from high school. But we still keep in touch.

Home life: Eh, it's okay. Little bit rocky at times, but that's what happens when you live with your friends, it's unavoidable. Oh and our house flooded yesterday, but thanks to my extensive knowledge of plumbing, all is well (translated, we called our landlord and he came over and fixed it)

Me: Ha, that one is a bit harder to describe. I find myself getting stuck doing the same thing day after day. Get up, go to work, come home, watch tv, fall asleep. Occasionlly hang out with friends instead of watching tv, but it's the same thing. I just turned 20, I wanna start doing new exciting things, unfortunately all my friends seem to be in the same spot I am, I just can't tell if they want to get out of it or if they are enjoying themselves. As far as medical goes, eh, like always, it blows. The pinched nerve in my lower back is kicking my ass. i am going to my chiropractor tomorrow so that should provide some temporary relief, but no promises. My neurologist is still a dumb ass, and just keeps prescribing me pill after pill that does not help my RLS, but it does seem to help me with throwing up all the time, and missing work, not exactly an effective cure for RLS. I really want my medical shit to finally be resolved so I can go back to college and get my RN degree, this crap is the only thing holding me back. My work is gonna pay for all of it, and I can just take nite classes a few nites a week. But when sleeping 5 hours a nite is a good nite of sleep, it's sort of hard to juggle life, school, and work.

Well that's about it for now. I'm gonna go watch Grey's Anatomy and eventually pass out. Nite.

=--Justin--=
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