Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Went to the doctor's today, got more happy pills (Wellbutrin, the only reason I'm alive at the moment). Spent Friday night with Kale and Saturday night at UBC with Em. It was fun I guess. I'm just all depressed and lonely and invisible and blah. Seriously I'm not even interesting enough today to write more than like two sentences in this thing. I'm mad cuz Kwantlen is striking again tomorrow which means another 7 hours of classes missed. It's fucking up all our schedules. I've been having nightmares lately about everything. Including Scott, ever since he told me he's dating ANOTHER girl now, and not the one he dumped me for either. He switches girls like most people switch socks. Honestly, it's pathetic. Anyhow, ain't found a way to kill me yet. I'm worried that I won't get into Uvic. *sigh*. Have some lyrics. Some good lyrics.
Coming out of my cage And I've been doin' just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss It was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest now He takes off her dress now Let me go And I just can't look It's killing me And taking control Jealousy Turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes Cuz I'm Mr. Brightside I'm coming out of my cage And I've been doin' just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss It was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest now He takes off her dress now Let me go Cus I just can't look It's killing me And taking control Jealousy Turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes Cuz I'm Mr. Brightside I never I never I never I never