i have had an interesting couple of weeks. if you were at the show at the chariot show, then you might no what happend, i heard that a certian someone told everyone what happend, so i figured that i would just go ahead and tell anyone that reads this. at the show, i cut.. i felt like i was alone. and that no one would care if i was gone, and i was ( Read more... )

this has been a good week i guess. talked to jake, saw him on tuesday, and i baked him homemade brownies... hung out with vannesa that was awesome. went to hang out with my kick ass aunt.... had some good times with my brother. finished all my school work.. yay. and tonight my older brother is coming over to chill he alwyas puts me in a good mood. ( Read more... )

last night was so amazing. i went to jessi's party and hung out with all of them. jake came and we worked everything out and he told me that everything that she said was a lie. then me and vanessa and cristin went to get coffe, and watched everyone gammle it was fun. then me and ark went back to the party, and then left, and went back to the party ( Read more... )

wow, this weekend sucked, well except for seeing vanessa. she came over and matt came over and we hung out it was fun, then sat we went to vanessa's house, and my parents were being more of a pain in the ass then usual, and i was wondering why they were not trusting me like they do usually.... and then my mom came to get me and we did a little ( Read more... )

i feel as if everything good in my life has been stolen from me. i mean i have a couple of really good friends, and i have him, but i mean everything else has just gone to hell. i feel so alone at times that i want to just go to sleep and never wake up. i am not in any way trying to get people sympathy, becasue alot of people have it worse off then ( Read more... )

i am so god damn sick of it. fucking stop ( Read more... )

i hate when people lie to you, and i hate this. i am so sick of givig them everything and then every single time getting hurt so much. i threw up last night when i found out somethings. i guess that he is not who i thought he was. i no that he is in pain right now, but he should have atleast told me. i am a big girl i can handle the truth. and if ( Read more... )

yeah well i start homeschooling today and it blows, but atleast i get to see my dad more and i get to sleep in and me and my brother get to hang out more. next weekend is halloween and i am so excited about it, everyone needs to go to vannessas house for the halloween house and it will be so much fun and i think that i am going to be in it but i am ( Read more... )

well i did not get into south, everyone is so pissed off about it, if you want to know more about it, then call me. i dont want to type it all. i am gonna be homeschooled. along with my brother, and then we are gonna go to mill springs academy next semister... um the only other thing i have to say is i love jacob... lol oh yeah, and i miss brenau, ( Read more... )

well i have a tribunal tomorow with south to see if i can get in, mr hammond is gonna be there and i am going to cry right when i see him. my brother is now being homeschooled, and if i dont get into south, then i will be too, and then next semister, we are both going to mill springs academy. which i actually liked alot when i went there to visit ( Read more... )