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i hate when people lie to you, and i hate this. i am so sick of givig them everything and then every single time getting hurt so much. i threw up last night when i found out somethings. i guess that he is not who i thought he was. i no that he is in pain right now, but he should have atleast told me. i am a big girl i can handle the truth. and if he is to afraid to tell me, then she should have, she has my number aswell. i loved him. truley. more then anything, but i guess that was not enough. i cant sleep i cant eat. i have to no the truth before i am ok. so to you, and you no who you are becasue he has been calling you instead of me, fucking please tell me what the hell is going on so that i dont keep crying all the time. things are hard enough with out secrets but i can handle anything else in my life right now, and this is not fair. so own up to it and tell me. it is only right.