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so today was horrible..
got up
went to Sams house with my mom to see the baby
cute as hell..
then went with my mom to get her hair done
then went to my dads work to get some money
but he didnt have any
and he showed me the pic of mike that bjs having him put on their shirts
and i just started balling my eyes out
it finally hit me today i think
it's so unreal
like its hard to believe that someone i was jus hanging out with a year ago is gone.. that fast
he was such a great person too
anyways then after that i went to Kohls and got shit to wear for the funeral Thursday
then i read the paper when i got home.. the story's on the front page
i started crying again..
i know i havent hung out with him since last year but mike and i used to talk more than I talked to BJ when we were together..
he was soooo unbelieveably sweet.. of course he was a lil sarcastic at times, but he was fun and always made me laugh.. and had the best smile everrrrr
i'm really gonna miss him..
not seeing his screen name on my buddy list
not gettin his occasional IMs or phone calls jus to tell me that i'm a dumbass or something lol
he use to count how many times i'd swear on the phone and then say i'd have to do such and such as many times as i said FUCK lol.. i luvd that kid
the funerals gonna be hard
so many ppl are gonna be there..
idk..
bj called me earlier cuz he needed to talk to my dad..
he sounds like he's doing okay but ricky told me that hes fucked up
too bad ricky cant come to the funeral .. he had to go to FL yesterday.. couldn't get a later flight bc the ppl were being bitchs
it'd be a lot easier for me if he was there
but oh well, i'll have to suck it up myself with Kailee and lil Matt
Jeff and i have been fighting a lot lately
God knows why..
we were talkin earlier and got into it
said he'd call be back but didnt
idk whats goin on with us
seems like he's mad that i'm talking about mike so much and his funeral
i don't see what the big deal is though.. he was my friend.. helped me through a lot when BJ broke up with me..
so if he wants to get mad or upset that i'm going to his FUNERAL than he can get over it..
it's the least i can do to show up to that..
RIP Michael James Becker.. i love ya kiddo
got up
went to Sams house with my mom to see the baby
cute as hell..
then went with my mom to get her hair done
then went to my dads work to get some money
but he didnt have any
and he showed me the pic of mike that bjs having him put on their shirts
and i just started balling my eyes out
it finally hit me today i think
it's so unreal
like its hard to believe that someone i was jus hanging out with a year ago is gone.. that fast
he was such a great person too
anyways then after that i went to Kohls and got shit to wear for the funeral Thursday
then i read the paper when i got home.. the story's on the front page
i started crying again..
i know i havent hung out with him since last year but mike and i used to talk more than I talked to BJ when we were together..
he was soooo unbelieveably sweet.. of course he was a lil sarcastic at times, but he was fun and always made me laugh.. and had the best smile everrrrr
i'm really gonna miss him..
not seeing his screen name on my buddy list
not gettin his occasional IMs or phone calls jus to tell me that i'm a dumbass or something lol
he use to count how many times i'd swear on the phone and then say i'd have to do such and such as many times as i said FUCK lol.. i luvd that kid
the funerals gonna be hard
so many ppl are gonna be there..
idk..
bj called me earlier cuz he needed to talk to my dad..
he sounds like he's doing okay but ricky told me that hes fucked up
too bad ricky cant come to the funeral .. he had to go to FL yesterday.. couldn't get a later flight bc the ppl were being bitchs
it'd be a lot easier for me if he was there
but oh well, i'll have to suck it up myself with Kailee and lil Matt
Jeff and i have been fighting a lot lately
God knows why..
we were talkin earlier and got into it
said he'd call be back but didnt
idk whats goin on with us
seems like he's mad that i'm talking about mike so much and his funeral
i don't see what the big deal is though.. he was my friend.. helped me through a lot when BJ broke up with me..
so if he wants to get mad or upset that i'm going to his FUNERAL than he can get over it..
it's the least i can do to show up to that..
RIP Michael James Becker.. i love ya kiddo