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my weekend keeps getting better and better
first i have to go up north
totally nothing to do up there
for four days
havent seen my boyfriend and almost a week..
and figures the times i CANT do anything is when EVERYONE hangs out..
then i come home..
to find out one of my friends got in a car accident Sunday morning
and he died.. =(
Mike Becker i miss ya sweetie. i know we haven't talked much lately but i had soo much fun with you last year. you were such a great friend...
Everyone's freakin torn to fuckin pieces over this..
I think i'm gonna go with Kailee and Matt to the funeral
but idk if i'm gonna be able to handle seeing all those tough boys i used to hang out with cry..
God, i don't understand why this shit has to happen
Kailee and I were just talking about him not even a week ago
and now this has to happen.
i wish i could rewind back to the days where that kid would have me laughin for hours and hours..
i havent seen him since he and Ricky came over last summer.
it's crazy how fast time flies by..
this is so scary..
i'm just starting to realize that lifes so fragile
one quick second and it could be gone..
it scares the shit out of me
All my friends - ya'll better PROMISE me to wear ur fuckin seat belts from now on..
Mike- You're amazing.. I had sooo much fun with you and BJ it was unreal. You had me laughing for hours. I'll never forget that time when we were at your house and you guys were fuckin around with ur damn chickens.. and taking pictures lol i wish i never deleted those.. =( Thanks for always being there for me through the rough times.. You always knew what was going to happen with BJ and I.. and kept giving me lil hints but i was too stupid to get them... You were a great friend after we broke up though. All those late phone calls and stuff. Tryin to get me to stop swearing and everytime i'd say "fuck".. well you know the story lol.. Goofball. I honestly don't know what i would've done without you. If you made THAT big of an impact on me.. i don't know how the boys are getting through this.. i love you hun. Can't wait to see you again..
first i have to go up north
totally nothing to do up there
for four days
havent seen my boyfriend and almost a week..
and figures the times i CANT do anything is when EVERYONE hangs out..
then i come home..
to find out one of my friends got in a car accident Sunday morning
and he died.. =(
Mike Becker i miss ya sweetie. i know we haven't talked much lately but i had soo much fun with you last year. you were such a great friend...
Everyone's freakin torn to fuckin pieces over this..
I think i'm gonna go with Kailee and Matt to the funeral
but idk if i'm gonna be able to handle seeing all those tough boys i used to hang out with cry..
God, i don't understand why this shit has to happen
Kailee and I were just talking about him not even a week ago
and now this has to happen.
i wish i could rewind back to the days where that kid would have me laughin for hours and hours..
i havent seen him since he and Ricky came over last summer.
it's crazy how fast time flies by..
this is so scary..
i'm just starting to realize that lifes so fragile
one quick second and it could be gone..
it scares the shit out of me
All my friends - ya'll better PROMISE me to wear ur fuckin seat belts from now on..
Mike- You're amazing.. I had sooo much fun with you and BJ it was unreal. You had me laughing for hours. I'll never forget that time when we were at your house and you guys were fuckin around with ur damn chickens.. and taking pictures lol i wish i never deleted those.. =( Thanks for always being there for me through the rough times.. You always knew what was going to happen with BJ and I.. and kept giving me lil hints but i was too stupid to get them... You were a great friend after we broke up though. All those late phone calls and stuff. Tryin to get me to stop swearing and everytime i'd say "fuck".. well you know the story lol.. Goofball. I honestly don't know what i would've done without you. If you made THAT big of an impact on me.. i don't know how the boys are getting through this.. i love you hun. Can't wait to see you again..