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all i have really been doing is moping around my house in my pj's
it is truly truly sad and pathetic
i went out 2 times
once partied toooooo hard and was up all night which trust me i wont be doing again
then got to drunk and the bar and made a fool of myself to shaun
anytime i can make myslef unatracive to shaun so that he has a speedy recovery from our relationship...glad to do it.
not really.
so besides those two bad times i sit home
im kinda over doing that
tommorow i hangout with the dude who likes me
such a sweetheart
i do kinda like him i used to crush on him
but its way to soon and i hope he can understand that.
maybe eventually i can be sweet to him the way he is too me
i hope i dont just end up getting drunk and making out with him anyway
i will try
i hate everyone and dont want to be touched for a while haha
all i have really been doing is moping around my house in my pj's
it is truly truly sad and pathetic
i went out 2 times
once partied toooooo hard and was up all night which trust me i wont be doing again
then got to drunk and the bar and made a fool of myself to shaun
anytime i can make myslef unatracive to shaun so that he has a speedy recovery from our relationship...glad to do it.
not really.
so besides those two bad times i sit home
im kinda over doing that
tommorow i hangout with the dude who likes me
such a sweetheart
i do kinda like him i used to crush on him
but its way to soon and i hope he can understand that.
maybe eventually i can be sweet to him the way he is too me
i hope i dont just end up getting drunk and making out with him anyway
i will try
i hate everyone and dont want to be touched for a while haha