Aug 21, 2006 16:02
i cant believe i spent most of my summer miserable about somthing i shouldnt even care about.
spending so much time being sensitive and afraid of losing something that was already gone.
why care about losing someone who gave you away?
so done
and there actually is someone who sticks around and really cares about how i feel
really cares about me
i could really care about him someday
what a sweetheart
i really realized it lastnight and i cant wait to see if it goes somewhere
but i need to be alone for a while
we can still spoon though<3