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today isnt the best
im sick
and the effect of really walking away is hitting me
its not something i even wanted to do
but if he doesnt want to be officialy toghether then i cant keep doing this
i love him but i have to think about myself
i cant feel like shit most of the time just to still sort of be with him but only the way he wants it
and for what? because im just taking what i can get?
im better than that
he just let the best thing either one of us has ever had walk out of his life
he is so afraid and i dont get it iv heard him say it so many times
there will come a point where fear will turn to regret
and the shitty thing is that it will probably be too late-
life should stop having the shits all over me
im sick
and the effect of really walking away is hitting me
its not something i even wanted to do
but if he doesnt want to be officialy toghether then i cant keep doing this
i love him but i have to think about myself
i cant feel like shit most of the time just to still sort of be with him but only the way he wants it
and for what? because im just taking what i can get?
im better than that
he just let the best thing either one of us has ever had walk out of his life
he is so afraid and i dont get it iv heard him say it so many times
there will come a point where fear will turn to regret
and the shitty thing is that it will probably be too late-
life should stop having the shits all over me