Aug 03, 2006 22:20
So thats it
this was the lastime i will cry when i shouldnt
i really ended it but i guess theres nothing to end sice as he says:
"technicaly" im not his girl
so fine then i wont be anymore
this hurts too much
im a fucking mess and the worst part is knowing he wont even try and fix it
he wont be here
and he wont tell me i was right and that we should get back toghether
ecspecialy after what happend the other night
and i know who will be way up his ass now that im out of the picture
i hope that friendship is fuckin awesome because its part of the reason i walked
she got what she wanted
she can have him
because i never fully will i guess
i fucking hate you for this...both of you... and myself
this is a horrible feeling im also really sick