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Hmmm... It's been a while since I've posted... So I figured that I should.... hmm.... It's Sunday.. Cha...Sunday.... hm.... I don't like sunday's wait... is it sunday?............. Yeah it is... and I don't like sunday's but tomorrow no school (but i have to be there anyway 8am to 12noon cause gawd hates me) yeah so i guess today isn't too horrible.. I vacuumed my room today... Mum and I are going grocery shopping soon.... Shays staying the night tonight... John HOPEFULLY is coming over tonight and bringing my machine.... I'm slightly upset with Jared.... Billy and Mo cause too much drama.... I talked to Jose last night and he was being all weird.. He kept telling me over and over again that there was at least a million things on his mind but he didnt want to say any of them.. He wasn't being COMPLETELY obvious that he wanted to say something about me and him.. or the lack there of.... He also told me that he had been avoiding me.. When I told him that he could call me.... thats what he told me.. and I was like.. K.... heh.... I'm feeling really... random right now... and I want to roleplay with Jared but Tommi's at his house (tommi is a girl -.-) and he likes her.. and she likes him.. and if they start dating then i won't hear from him til they break up *sigh* how shitty is that? I just want to fricken role play BUT NOOOO! Jared's gotta be a little bitch with a little bitch girlfriend... gawd damn bitches.... Jared and I have also established that we'll both always hate each others significant others... most likely because we have an unspoken agreement that we'll always have SOME kind of feelings for each other (other than friendship obviously) Gawd only knows why though.. I kind of wish it wasn't that way.. Cause it makes me so jealous when he has a girlfriend.. and Gawd knows he didn't even want me to MENTION Jose when Jose and I were dating... how amusing? But we won't date each other... Cause he lives too far away and has no car.... maybe some day.... heh.. Jared..... HEH!.... him and I decided that we could marry each other.... I could actually see myself marrying him... falling in love with him.. you know.. and All that Jazz.. -.-... creepy thought.. I'd never tell him that... well not any time soon at least... makes our friendship awkward.... I consider him one of my VERY bestfriends.. I've known him longer than any of my other friends.. EVER... well cept these two boys in NY.. I've known them since i was born.. they're more like cousins then friends.. and sides they don't live here.. out of ALL my FL friends.. Jared is the one i'm known and stayed in contact the longest with...... that's basically been 6 or 7 years -.-.. That's a long time.. We've watched each other grow up.. amazing ain't it?.... I wonder if he thinks so.... *sigh* I'm lonely... I didn't think I would be when I broke up with Jose.. but I am.. ESPEACIALLY when the lesbians (shay and aly) come ovea to my house and make out all over the place... then i'm EXCEPTIONALLY lonely.. and I even KIND OF miss Jose.... gawd so help me if i told him that.. He'd have a fit and be all like I LOVE YOU BE WITH ME.. and I'd be like RUN AWAAAAY!!! *eep* -.-.. I want a girlfriend... Cause I like boobs ^.^ -.-.. XD... But we are seriously lacking bi's and les' in my school.. and i feel like i've gone through the whole population already, anyway..... I really hope John brings my computer over tonight.. i miss it SO much :'(.... I wonder how Frey is.. haven't heard or seen of him for a bit.. Hmm.. oh well.... -.-.... *yawns* I'm tired and I duhn really know why.. I haven't done much of anything (cept sleep.. I did a lot of that) LOL... Well anyway.. I have to go now.. cause mum and I are goin grocery shoppin now.... Hope everyone's having a good day.. Happy early Presidents Day (XD)
-Mere
-Mere