so, not with joel anymore. hmph. i miss him but it was just too much of the shit that i couldn't handle. he wasn't happy and either was i. i guess i made the right choice. cause i am sorta happy again. like i miss him so much, but not enough to get me with him again. i just can't. anyways. uh, lately i have been just with kristin, and thats it. and ( Read more... )

why would random people tell me that i look like im pregnant???

psh. im fucking disgusting.
yep. so im going on a diet, exercising, and im gonna start taking diet pills. yepppp.

go me.
im fucking losing this gut even if i kill myself.

>.

so lifes good.
i LOVE my boyfriend.
i love my friends.
i love life right now.

i got a new job.
finally.
im excited.
i cannot wait til i get outta there.

i really thought that i was gonna be scared to leave snb but now im not. i guess cuz i get to dress up. i love that. :] haha ima nerdbomber!!

hmph. i dont update this. its gay. but anyway. lifes pretty good. almost back with joel again. =] hes amazing. im in love with him. and i love it. i havent felt this way bout someone in forever it seems like. hm. since micheal. god. so long ago. i was thinking bout him today.. so i messaged him & told him to call me sometime. haa. im thinking bout ( Read more... )

its my birthday.
wooo<333

Name 12 People You Know
1) Mike
2) Kristin
3) Steph
4) Colleen
5) Steve
6) Justin
7) Joel
8) Rc
9) Frankie
10) Kelly
11) Jay
12) Will

If #1 asked you to make-out with them, would you?:: Yessss.<3 ( Read more... )

nothing new at all. i kinna have my new group of friends that i always chill with. but i miss alot of people ( Read more... )

dunno whats instore for tonight...
just will be dicking me over again most likely.
but wtf.
oh well
i give up!!

three days til im out of highschool!!!

so excitinggg!!!<3333333333333

uhm yeah.
so lately things have been. ehhh. okay. i guess.

uhm me and jay are working on things with us. omfg i miss himmm.
we kissed yesterday and omg i was like jay i fucking miss you sooo much. and it hurts sooo bad. just to sit there and not be with him. like....he wants to be with me too. but we cnt be. cuz we he has no time for me. like ( Read more... )