Jul 13, 2006 13:38
uhm yeah.
so lately things have been. ehhh. okay. i guess.
uhm me and jay are working on things with us. omfg i miss himmm.
we kissed yesterday and omg i was like jay i fucking miss you sooo much. and it hurts sooo bad. just to sit there and not be with him. like....he wants to be with me too. but we cnt be. cuz we he has no time for me. like he has the band, work, and hes always in fishtown. which fucking blows. cuz i never see him. arg. and i hate ittt....
but like he says. look how good we are. i was like yeah we are good. but ur not mine. ugh. thats what i want. i just wana be with him. hes perfect for me. we have soo much fun together and have soo much in common. its crazyyyy.
but this is how life goes i guess.
mhm. hopefully things go back to the way that they were. ughhh.
kk. well thats life.