I am insensitive.
If you are homeless and are a person, water and soap.... combined with your dirty flesh REALLY is a Goood thing. I dont care if its inconvenient for you to take a bath. You have chosen that life style, I havent. I dont appreciate you coming into my work place and stinking up my section for hours, upsetting my customers and making me feel ill while I'm STUCK there doing my job. Yes I said JOB. I work so that I can have money to live off of, so that I can eat and buy SOAP to clean myself with.. I'm sorry your crazy and talk into your phone like its a microphone, slap yourself in the face and growl at NOTHING. People pity you, they give you money or food so that you can live and continue to exist. You yourself have already given up, you've let yourself become what you are. I'm sure you've had quite the life bringing you to this point. I can just imagine what you have been thru and how hard it is being where you are. Even tho I hate you because I think your a lazy nasty mooching asshole, if there was one question I would ask you it would be..... What brought you to this point?
Am I wrong to hate you? Look at yourself... Did you try? Live life.. to its fullest... they say. I know! Perhaps you are filthy rich and choose to live life this way.. or are you a pussy that just gave up because you said fuck it, I dont care. I cant help but wonder these things. Where is your family? Friends? Do you have kids? A NAME? Does anyone think about you fondly? I think your disgusting and the thought of you being near me make's me sick. Having had to breathe in your putrid stench into my lungs is a violation in so many ways. You violate me by existing. I have a headache because of you, having had to work around you as you sat there growling and smacking yourself... I smelled you not by choice, I was feet away from you. I held my breath so that I could stand next to you and do you want to know what the most fucked up thing is? I was nice to you, because I need my job. I worried about my attitude because I need my job, I have to be OK with this situation because if I'm not I could lose everything I have and eventually become you. Maybe its not your fault, maybe it is. Either way I hate you because I smelled you........
Am I wrong to hate you? Look at yourself... Did you try? Live life.. to its fullest... they say. I know! Perhaps you are filthy rich and choose to live life this way.. or are you a pussy that just gave up because you said fuck it, I dont care. I cant help but wonder these things. Where is your family? Friends? Do you have kids? A NAME? Does anyone think about you fondly? I think your disgusting and the thought of you being near me make's me sick. Having had to breathe in your putrid stench into my lungs is a violation in so many ways. You violate me by existing. I have a headache because of you, having had to work around you as you sat there growling and smacking yourself... I smelled you not by choice, I was feet away from you. I held my breath so that I could stand next to you and do you want to know what the most fucked up thing is? I was nice to you, because I need my job. I worried about my attitude because I need my job, I have to be OK with this situation because if I'm not I could lose everything I have and eventually become you. Maybe its not your fault, maybe it is. Either way I hate you because I smelled you........