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Well Well Well.
Im not even sure what I want to write about. I just feel like writing.
As of yesterday things were prolly at a worst for him and I. I was basically done. I was going to take the hint and just stop. ya kno? I've learned my lesson, I dont want to learn it twice.
Then when I had basically given up hope and knew that I was done. I get woken up by my cell phone. I get an apology. But Im sick of empty apologys and promises. I tell him that. He comes over and we argue in my drive way for over an hour. At first I couldnt believe that he would come to my house when he knew he fucked up and not try and make me feel like he likes me. Which, if I was him would have been my priority. I had to tell him what to say to me and he still didnt want to say it. Then he gets mad at me. And we just. Quite fun. I felt like by the time he said he was leaving, even though we were fine, I felt like nothing was accomplished and I still felt the same way. Then he decides to make effort.
We will see how that effort works out for him today.
Anyways on better news. No work today. And its getting pretty clsoe to the weekend. Excited! Even though its only Tuesday. lol