Nov 26, 2004 21:06
Dear Diary
Ooh im sucha dog:(..I dogged my best friends tonight, just to cry.. Why oh why. If only they understand how i feel, if only anyone understood. I get so upset over nothing, and I take it out on everyone else, I dont wanna die, And I defiantely do not wanna live. How do i sort that out? Its impossible, Im sick of bitching,Im sick of everything. I cant stand myself. When I cry now, I can barely breathe. I feel so isolated. And everything is so igiy.. And everyone says how ive got moodswings. Blah, Why do I even bother?.. Bothering on what is the question, Im a mess. And Im really no able to start to handle it.